Happiness Is A Choice My Friend

Simple as that.

Underneath My Friendship.

Do I only like you as much as I do for the simple fact I know that they’ll never be an ‘us’?
I don’t believe that that’s the reason. But then again it could very well help the cause.
The pure intoxication I experience when I’m with you is truly an addiction.
I always seem to withdrawal the hardest on these late cold nights.
It always seems harder to breathe whenever I close my eyes only to see you.
It’s always so simple and easy to smile whenever you wonder my thoughts.
So knowing we’ll never happen causes all this?
This emotional roller coaster I’ve been unwilling strapped in.
Or maybe it’s because whenever I look in you eyes I struggle to see anything else
Or maybe I just don’t believe there’s anything else worth seeing.
Or maybe I see all the beauty within you.
Maybe those are the reasons I’m strapped in.
Whatever it was I’m excited to be here.
I’ll never be able to love you the way I want to,
But I’ll give you the best love a friend can give.
So do I only care for you this much because I know I’ll never be able to have you?
I can’t say but I know that I love you.

Lost

There’s times I get these feelings that I’m just lost. Lost within myself and the world as well.
It feels that as if every corner I turn or every lump in the road I hit there’s just more shit that consumes me. I try my hardest to stay positive and keep my head out of the drowning waters that life has.
There’s days where everything is good, nothing to complain or feel upset about and yet there’s still a little spot inside that feels unsatisfied, just not fully complete.
But don’t get me wrong, this feeling that lingers within at the moment is not hear from day to day, usually the warmth from the sun is well enough to pick me up but there are times when I just feel lost.
Maybe it’s the picture of your smile that’s burned into my brain that makes me miss you, that makes me crave to hear your laughter, that makes me desire your love because I’ve noticed that every single time your presence is around I feel as if I can find my soul again.
That feeling of being lost and alone is nonexistent whenever I can to see you smile, my troubles and worries melt into nothing when I hug you and my heart never pumps as hard as it does whenever I’m around you.
I guess that can explain why there’s just some days when I feel lost.

In my heart always.

was going through old photos
and I happen to cross some of
us, started to have flashbacks.
The younger days, the building
the friendship days, the crush
days, the days that will forever
be stored in my mind, in my
heart, in my love. Through
it may seem we lose contact
within one another, the love,
the care and the respect that
I have for you will forever
be there. There are days
that are darker then some,
and how I wish I could just
see you, hug you. But I
make the best out of what
little I have, look on the
positives and appreciate
what I do have in my life.
I wait patiently
for the day that I’m able
to see your beautiful face
once again. You will always
be in my heart. You will
always be my friend. You
will always be my love.

"Some pursue happiness, others create it"

"Some pursue happiness, others create it"

A man told his grandson: “A terrible fight is going on inside me — a fight between two wolves. One is evil, and represents hate, anger, arrogance, intolerance, and superiority . The other is good, and represents joy, peace, love, tolerance, understanding, humility, kindness, empathy, generosity, and compassion. This same fight is going on inside you, inside every other person too.” The grandson then asked: “Which wolf will win?” The old man replied simply: “The one you feed.”

A man told his grandson: “A terrible fight is going on inside me — a fight between two wolves. One is evil, and represents hate, anger, arrogance, intolerance, and superiority . The other is good, and represents joy, peace, love, tolerance, understanding, humility, kindness, empathy, generosity, and compassion. This same fight is going on inside you, inside every other person too.” The grandson then asked: “Which wolf will win?” The old man replied simply: “The one you feed.”

See Mary Jane’s a lover not a fighter, she has plenty of uses.

See Mary Jane’s a lover not a fighter, she has plenty of uses.

A trip within itself.

A trip within itself.

Peace Garden

Peace Garden